Sunday, September 04, 2005
hiya...decided to post more pix...basically lazy...cos no time ot type so much...
but well, didnt they say that a pix speaks a thousand words.. hehe..
so here i am.... 3 thousands words all for you =)
cheers,
von
Posted by von at 3:07 PM
hehe... deleted e previous one.. cos find this pix more cute.. a nice korean show to watch.. very touching.. =)..
Posted by von at 3:05 PM
haha,, recently kind of like this type of drawings... very kidish..yet often more clearly reflects the artist's ideas...
Posted by von at 2:51 PM
haha...quite humorous.. =)
Posted by von at 2:48 PM
hiya.... just to write somethings... today is a busy day so will be tomorrow and the day after... a sept event (LOST) that i am planning is coming.. though i likely cant be there on the actual day.. but still... many of us, esp the commitee members are busy doing the final adjustments and check for the event on 2 Sept... tiring indeed.. but its worth it.. hopefully many students will come... so.. likely.. this fews day i wun posting much things liao... haha..my disclaimer :p... hehe....
Sept has come and another round of decision making is coming...need to confirm if i am going the Degree course in SIM soon...tough indeed.. hopefully... going to the open house on 10 Sept will help..... yup.. in the mean time.. will keep on keep this in mind... Hopefully i will make a wise decision this time round =)
ok... basically i am tired now... mind abit blank and blank and blank... lol... time to sleep and i shall not delay further...been sleeping late for wks liao.. and its not early.. hahaa.. sleepy...nite ! >o<
Posted by von at 12:35 AM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
haha... a funny cartoon... =)
Posted by von at 1:32 AM
found it a nice pix... wat do you think..?
Posted by von at 1:28 AM
Friday, September 02, 2005
Hiya everyone,after being SERIOUSLY reminded by gunni that i have not log on for 4 MONTHS and 3 DAYS, decided to touch my keyboard again.. actually ... there too many to say abt my life... since it has been 4 months plus... many tots.. many feelings... so much so that sometimes... i find i can't just type finish...i just can't tok finish... many things i wanna say.. many tots i gotta share... just that i wonder in our busyness... i dun think i can say so much... and u also dun haf time to hear so much...so...will just share and touch on afew things...
Getting on track...
It is weird. Weird that i am typing personal tots now... after working for a month plus as a admin cum purchaser cum blah blah blah.. ( basically chap bah lang) i have been only typing formal and business-like mails and replies. Short and sweet... totally not like a naggy me... however, typing long things becomes an adjustment for me presently... haaha.. and right now.. thinking in my mind...what should i type..?
Live Update
I thank God. Thank God that in His Plan, it was intended for life to move on this way.... even if its not i have thought i would go... even if thats not i would like to do at first...but i understand He has His own way for me.. and i am glad.. though i must admit.. going out to wk instead of studying this yr... was something i was unprepared and reluctant to do.... but i am learning and still learning to trust in His plan for me.... even if many pple would think its stupid.. and unworthy.. but i believe everything has its purpose and i trust that its also true for my life... but i must say... seeing some of friends studying and doing hwk... sometimes makes me envy of them... cos i really feel like going back to sch...i am also afraid sch will become a very foreign place to me...if i ever studying again... but learning to let things go and let Him take ctrl....
I love you You love me?
Over these few months... happened to know that many of my friends are presently attached... glad for them.. but at the same time i begin to feel thankful that i am single... hmmm...at least for now... ( thats not to mean that i dun agree with their relationships.. pls dun misunderstand)... its just that through them i realised somethings.. mostly it shows that i am not ready for one...for some of my friends.. it means taking alot of their time and attention off... and just for this... i am glad that i can spend my very little free time with my ministry, friends and students... being there for the few people i care...being able to listen to some of their thoughts...which i realised many attached ones can't...a new thought to relationship... which i thought of sharing it with some of you...
Holidays... i missed them....
Jun July Aug is holidays months... many friends came back from overseas... kaiping... immy...zelia ...i think tony is back by now.. though nv hear anything from him.. yup... many coming back home many going overseas.. actually.. i am glad that i was able to spend some time with some of them... before they go back for studies...it has been great understanding the culture in China, and also catching up and understanding kaiping abit... thank God for e time!
VAnity of Vanities ! All is Vanity.
Though i am thankful for the time there... i must say... i am getting more and more Anti Social... nowadays.. i prefer one to one gathering ( or haf i always preferred that..?? ) i dun like gp gathering... dun like mtg friends who i am not too close... ( except for students) hahaa.... dun like cos i think... sometimes.. we just come for the sake of coming.. meet for the sake of meeting... not that we didnt haf fun... but... after the fun... things just go back to original... just find that the time i spend... sometime is not fruitful... i dun understand the person more.. i am just 1 participant in a gathering...sometimes i find myself reluctant to go out ( also becos i am broke)...after a day's wk.. i would rather rest at home.... with a schedule that is always fighting for time.. i admitted i would rather do my ministry wk and rest.. than doing anything else...sometimes i must say that i would rather talk to pple in the ministry than any of my gd buddy except moi tu er cos she quite updated abt hows life going on for me.. becos i find that they dun really understand...mainly because wat we think is different frm the start...but just wondering... is it gd that i start to tone down... ( get more quiet) i was thinking maybe i shld....not sure... maybe i am just emotionally tired to put in alot of effort to understand them...just tired....i need time to think through....
Summary
People are changing... as i looked back again... people that i know are all changing... so am I ... as i looked at pple i know now... sometimes... i wonder wat made them changed so much... and in sometimes just a short time... people? environment? situation? then i conclude.. that sometimes it not like they change... it just that many of them have been like this all along... however... time just reveals more of it each day... i hope i am learning to grow in a way that will be pleasing to Him. Time..... it will tell alot of things....