Tuesday, November 23, 2004

hi!!!
i'm back!!.... exams are finally over.... actually it is so amazing.. time passes really fast... cannot imagine i was just going to take my exams onli.... now its over..... jiu ming ah..... i havent even prepapre for As.. .it jiu come already... i haven even start the engine to mugging.... here am i... finished with my papers today!... wah... i can imagine.... i am growing old everyday very fast man.... haiz... see see see now Nov 22 already.. coming ot the end of the 2nd last mth of the yr.... wow... and cmas is just ard the corner... my goodness~ ahahaha..in a believable and stun state now ..... hahahaa..... had a very wonderful day today.. will update abt this later..... *o*.... pple who are reading .. can you understand my feelings...?... it is combination of happiness, stun, unpreparedness, relax, tired, relief, touched, amazement, and many more+++....i cannot even describe it myself.... all i know is... nxt month is going to be a busy, happening, tired, exciting, stressful, memorable time for me.... and i look forward as to it...as i am fearfully of it too... becos busyness sometimes leaves me too little time to care more abt pple around me... busyness also sometimes caused to lose my focus unto Him and the work i am doing.. yeah... i need to extra carefully in this area.... =)

THE PERIOD OF WAR
exams period have been stressful (of cos) .... cos many a times juggling with studies at the last min really stretched you to the limit.. i can remember my econs papers that time... i was at my last strife to stay rational....haiz.. i was so stressed with that paper that i almost got crazy... i cannot sleeep though i was super super tired..... all the essay are just on my mind... and i cannot sleep in peace... in the end... i almost died of tiredness on my way to temasek.. lol... yup... and i think i really stuggled to ctrl my irriatation when i am disturbed in my midst of studying.... when someone just msg me.. asking me to do wk.... or telling me he needed me to do something... i tell you...the irritation is really hard to ctrl... yup.. but gd thing.. as i tok to one of them abt my irritation.. i was once again put back to track... not onli was i encouraged to see the person also striving to study and do work at the same time.. i was also reminded of being Focus and Faithful... learning really depend on Him to strectch me beyond what i think i am capable.. and thankfully... i survived this 3 weeks.... =) ... As for the papers itself... Maths and GP was terrible... haiz.. i think i really cmi for this 2 liao... Chinese and Econs however are more promising... hope to at least make it ba...yup.... hopefully =) yup... whatever it is... i think i really tried my best.... the results is what.. hmm..though i am conerned... but i think is not the main pt already... what is over is over.... if i really am "finished"... i am thankful for all the things i have gone through.. =).... at least these are memorable times... the time of me going tuition with Puih and Xinying, getting Angela to help me.. studying with Wanjun @ bedok mac... stuggling with ministry work and studies... really thankful i have come out of all this things... it was great!.... now... finally out of this burden of studies... i find myself being quite amazed of the speed of time... how now things have work out in such a way... really thankful =)

22.11.04 - FREEDOM DAY
woo... .the last exams of As was pretty ok ( well at least for MCQ).. everyone is looking forward to it... we finally finished our last 2 papers - Econs P1 &2 ... wow.... hurray!!!.... ^0^... this day is pretty interesting and exciting... went for lunch in Long John Sliver... ahahaha... shop ard and went to watch princess diaries....princess diaries @ princess cinema... wat an irony... =p... it was quite nice.... although quite predictable... hehee... but i had a good laugh..... later part of the night was the peak of the day.... went to mayday's concert cum "meet-the-fans-cum-signature session " ...there is only one word to describe it....- terrific!!! In fact, i was deeply touched by the live performance... the music that was played and the response of the audience.... today rocks!.... =).... the whole atmosphere was super high...! was singing along with them... wonderful man... we were so loud that the echoe was as loud as the mic man... hahahahaa.... and i have nv enjoyed myself so much for a long time already.... ahahaha...tu er and puih.... thanks for spenting such a wonderful day with me.... ahahaha.. i think i am going to have a wonderful dream tonight..... hahahahaa... not dreaming abt ma sha orh!!!!... ( want also ah shin lol) hahahahahahaha...... yup..... deeply touch by the songs and the things they say.... hahaha... really a great post exam gift to me... although i now here there everywhere also body ache..... ahhahahaa.... its worth it... 我死而无悔。。。。 haahha.... yup... nvm... i am mad already... dun care abt me...

P.s> this was write very long ago... hahaha... dunno y it was not send... so i shall sent it now... haahha...:p

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