Sunday, October 31, 2004
hilow..as i am looking at today's date... i begin to be abit kan chiong already.... As levels is at the doorsteps already..!!... haiz ~n~ .... 4 more days!!!.. but anyway have decided to come online anyway... hhaha.. to update wat have happened yesterday... hmm.. well.. yesterday afternoon was fun...!!... me and a group of students were in the GMAA ( Give Me An Answer) .. and we learnt the basic korean.... ahhaa.. so interesting... and it makes me wanna really learn korean.. ahhaa.. although i more of want to learnt japaneses at first... ahhaa.. see la... dong yao me jue xin!.. ahahah... yup.. anyway.. the korean teacher was very good orh.... ahahaha.. he very friendly.. hahhaa... yup.. and i realsied that he is from the same church as me!!!.. hahaha.. but so sad.. the korean church has left recently... cos our church expaned to fast...ahahah... yup.. if not nxt time could have catch up with him again... yup.. :).. aahaha... just find that this is really a small world ya.???.. hmmm.. oh ya.. at night.. had a good tok with caiying... going ot meet her tml morning for QT.. hhehe.. very happy that she has finally responsed somehow... :)... how that as we do our QT together... she will eventually come to grow in Him... sisters who are hearing this... and who understand what am i sayiing ones.. pray for her ya..??.. hmmm.. ya.... then.. i think if you all are hearing me typing the above stuff.. you all must be wondering how come i like nv sound very kan chiong for my As right..?.. haiz// actually i really panicking man.. but then sometimes is just dun say onli... cos i think... panicking or abit worried is still ok... dun want ot sound paranoid... haiz.... yup.. but then i seriously haf 0 confidence for this time exams.. worse that last time.. dunno y... haiz.... nvm.... once again.. i gotta remind myself... :)... just try my best... and leave the rest to Him!!... yup... even if i didnt make it... my worth is not found there so... i dun needd to worry.... yup... :).... haiz.. yup.. ok i guess i sure end here... :)...... hope to tok to all of you soon!!!... take cares..
Love,
Von
Posted by von at 7:06 PM
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
hahaa.. yoz yoz..hehehe.. today is a very happy day.. =)... cos i think i am really going to yunnan orh... ahhaha.. my gosh... cannot believe it!!.. hehehe.. yeap... felt very happy.. *o*... got me la... ailing... linda, wanjun,amanda, och, minz and andrew... hahaha.... wah... now from a uni thingy to a east thingy liao... hahaa cannot believe it.. and cannot believe that minz and andrew is coming too..!!.. i tot they wun come one... hhahahaa... aparrently.. mr ong have persuaded them to come anyway... oh ya.. then i will be going mission trip with afew " old mates " liao huh... lol.. if i go this time.. then will be going mission trip with wanjun for like 3 times liao... hehee... then andrew 2 times.. amanda 2 times... hahahaha.. .but this time round got alot of new pple huh... pple like linda ( hheee sis....)minz and och.. and ailing... hahaa..( wah wah ... all the big heads... *o*.. lol).... hahaha. yeah.. looking forward to it so much man!!!... keke.... pls dun now tell me i cannot go can... hahahaahha... yup... well... my mum also said ok liao.. which is like wow.... amazing too.. ehehhe... well well this has made my day... hahaa.. but i onli know it on 7pm like that la... hahaa.. :)... ahhaha.. winter time orh.... haaha snow.... haahaha.. maybe we can make chinese snow man..??.. hahaa i am crapping but what ever it is... just come to share my joy.. ehehe.... okies..thats all for nows.. take cares...
love,
von
Posted by von at 1:04 AM
Friday, October 22, 2004
hahaha.. this is taken long ago.. wanted to scan it long ago.. but no time.. well.. here it is... hui bu hui let you xiang ru fei fei ah..?? lol... :p
Posted by von at 2:48 AM
hahaha.... moi and tu er... this pix is taken quite "dangerously" ... hahaha.. lol.. i was trying to prevent my shirt from....... lol....
Posted by von at 2:47 AM
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hahaha... yup,, mi and puih and joann again... lala... in our neoprintd freaks.. :)
Posted by von at 2:45 AM
- hahah.. ok.. by so many people's request i am back with my updates...okok... well well i know that i have been very lazy to update.. hahaa.. pardon me la. huh... keke.. hmmm.. cos recently really too busy.. and well... i type very slow mah... so yups.. with so many excuses so nv type.... gomei nasai!!! :p... hmmm.. well life has been very busy and tiring .. everyday is not study jiu shi busy with ministry stuff and of cos the cmas events... ehehee..... i think i hardly ever have a day to myself... hmm.. right now... kind of missed the days of just dazing and think nothing... hahaa... dunno whether this is good anot... but well i guess i am like everyday at least 19 hrs of brain work... sometimes dream also dream of studies la .. ministry la... and of cos pple... hahahaha
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- well.. it has beens months since i update the blog sia... ahaha.. seriously speaking... this few mths really past like wind.... oh my.. !! its like 12 days to As ..... gosh.. haiz... say not stress is bluff one... how can not stress.. esp for me this retake student...it is like everyone on earth is expectin you to pass with flying colours this time round...!haiz.. great pressure indeed... but well... i think after the pressure i also recognised my perspective of exams shld not be this way.... this is wat everyone will think... but me as a Christian...shld not think this way ba.... it is my responsibility to work hard.. cos i am given this role to play a a student... however.. the results.. i will just leave it to God ba.... anyway... results only determined how i do in this life at the most.... but does not determined my worth... so... wat's the point if i can have everything i haf yet lose the most precious things i have from Him..?.. =P.. yup... but saying so... does mean i dont struggle la... just that.. well... i guess this few mths has truly been a character molding process ba.... =)..to juggle with all the stressfulness... indeed has not been easy... and many a times... when i am too stress... my temper jiu easily come.... haiz... greatly regret for my flare of my temper.... sad sad....
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- hmmm.. well i think.... through this fews mths...the relationship btwn me and some of my friends and students kind of change abit... more of students ba... many come many go... some of them... come to think of it... its kind of sad... esp when the friendship with them is so good... when i think i am really like a elder sister to them...yet i think what is the most sad is that i think is the many a times seeing them just want to continue their old life... even when they know what is the correct one... haiz... but well... what to do... i cannot change their heart mah... only the Maker can.... =).. yeah.....
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- hmmm... this few mths also taught me alot in terms of perspective... i think i have to been growing to aprreciated many things... and also learning less and less judgemental of things, situations and people.... i think i am also lessoning ot be more honest and open abt my feelings... many a times.. i think i may appear to be very friendly... and ( its is true i really like to tok to pple... and i liked to hear them out).... but then i think many a time.. i will purposely choose to hide certain part of me from pple.... and i get very tense up... when i think that pple are really digging out the "real" me out.... haiz.... wat a weird personal./... hmmm.. but well... ya lor... i think i am sometimes just trying to bluff everyone ( including myself) to think that i am a certain kind of person pple i deemed as good ba... which is not true... haiz... this is bad.. but well.. by sharing with you.. i think this is one of my bigggest steps to open myself abit more liao.... =).... so ya... nxt time feel free to ask me things ok... if its not too personal.... or it doesnt involved too many pple or invade other's privacy.. i will try ot say one... :p.... keke... yupz.... tis is kind of the new resolution i have for myself ba.... :).... haiz..... in term of character.. i think i still got lots to improve ba....... lots of work on neh............. *** ____________ ***
- hmmm.. ya...i think after As got many things to look forward to .... Christmas events ( Oh ya... Char, Van , Limin and rest)... hehee.. must come ok..?... keke.. ermm. well... also project serve...retreat... oh ya not to forget.... the Yunan trip.... !! haahhaa... though not confirm..i do hope that i can go... haha... immy maybe u can go there and visit me...??... ehehhee.... yup... and also feb Japan trip... ahahah.. hopefully i saved enough to go too!... hehehee... well and many many activities that i predict going to happen this Dec...!!.. hahahaa... very exciting neh... cool!!!.... looking forward to it!!... Cmas Day..!.. and so many things... hahaha. cannot wait for it to happened... weepeeee.... =)....
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- hhahahaa.. ok.. i think thats abt all... i think i shall not be coming so soon... cos lazy... but like that say like abit bad... aahhahaa....well maybe if i not too stress will try ot come by... ahaha.. or if i too stress... then come and de-STRESS myself.... hahahahaa... yup... linda.. see i so give you face . type so long sia... hahahahaa..... :p... okies... take care everybody.... hope you alll are doing fine... caght up with all fo you soon k!!.. take cares...... jia you !!!!
Love,
von